Lama dah tak conteng blog nie,HAHA.
nak cerita pasal apa yea. . .
Okay aku memang MEMBOSANKAN.
"errm,MEMBOSANKAN?mana kau tau ? "
"aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,aku RASA ? "
"kau rasa apa ? STRWAWBERRY ? DURIAN ? "
"ishhhhh.."
okay.."MEMBOSANKAN" ..selama nie aku rasa sifat suka bercakap or ramah macam dah BERAMBUS jauh2 dari hidup aku..SEBAB? sebab lately aku rasa macam GAGAL MENYENANGKAN hati orang kut ?
Selama aku hidup nie,aku dah jumpa macam2 jenis KAWAN ,
-Positive sajaaa..
-Bertenaga(Wohoooo)
-Understanding
-Terlampau ramah
-Terlampau dingin
-BARAN
-MUTE(senyap)
-Overreacting
-Caring
-Sarcastic(Gilaa)
-Suka Boikot
-Semua "tak sesuai " (bila mintak opinion)
-Childish
apa lagi.....bukan nak cakap yg aku nie banyak pengalaman,but through my observation lah ek..
TAPIIII,
I managed to gather them with entertaining ,yeap ! ENTERTAINING.- "what a minute?is that mean imma CLOWN.. ? "
welllll,maybe experienced makes me so paranoid ..
-hmmm,PARANOID ????but HaYaTi..there's always two side of a coin ! you can't just simply being JUDGEMENTAL !!!
haihhhh,yeappp,thats was the almost Perfect wisdom I've ever heard..TAPI,ntahhhhhh...rasa betul2 "useless" to somebody that I thought I belong to...
MY point.
-Entertaining happened when I get some positive feedback from the peeps that I gave jokes(mostly preaching)-TAKPAYAH PERCAYA SANGAT LAH HaYaTi nie(MEMBEBEL JE LEBIH tuuu)
-Aku pernah dengar,yang ade jenis manusia yang bila die cakap or gave fact,SEMUA ORANG MUDAH TERPENGARUH. sebab dia ada gen pemimpin,leaders...hmmmm,gen...gen yee...
apa aku nie TAKDA gen pemimpin lah ye???
-Maybe sebab situasi 2010 ?(susah nak explain bila orang tak paham cara kita berinteraksi(depa ingat kita boikot,padahal cara beriteraksi beza-beza)pahit,memang pahit situasi tu.... =.=" )
-or KAU MEMANG "MEMBOSANKAN" ,HAYATI ?? (maybe banyak sangat atom2 bosan dalam badan kau?)
*Despite all of ur weaknesses ,aku tak kesah pun BEFRIEND dengan sapa..whether kau hangin ke,kau garang ke,kau annoying ke..whats not to friend???its makes me view things differently ...yang buat aku bingung tu,bila some of em' tak reply +ve feedbacks lately..dannnnn terus buat aku tertanya2 "mungkinkah aku dah buat salah?" ...fitrah manusia kan,tak sedar dengan kesalahan sendiri..
*Tapi bila pikir balik,hmmm..macam malas nak serabut lagi...kalau betul they not INTERESTED lagi...let it be...rasa macam give up ! GAVE UP nak pertahankan hubungan yang seolah2 aku je yang BERIYE-IYE ..people change,dalam sesaat pun manusia mampu bertukar macam pokemon betukar...I just lost my hope . . .
maybe this is about it for me :"(
